Anonymous asked: Dear Mira and/or Jesi, the demons inside of my head are winning again. I don't think i'm strong enough to keep holding on like this. This depression is killing me and i don't know how to cope. Ever since the rape and the sexual assault, it's been worse. I don't feel worthy of being saved.... I don't think I ever did. ~kate

Kate, listen to me sweetheart… You were put here for a reason..and you do deserve to be here. And I know the demons are taking over, it seems they always do, but you need to remember that the rape and assault is not and will never be your fault. You are an amazing person and so many care for you..even if it doesn’t seem so at all times. I care about you and I want to see you continue living. Try reading or writing. Focusing on anything but the demons. If you starve them of attention, they will begin to fade. Don’t feed them. Just keep breathing love. You can survive this. You have before and you will again. I have watched you defeat this so many times and I know you have the strength and power to do so. You are fantastically amazing and I want to be a part of your life for many many years to come.  I love you. so much.

~Mira

You’re plenty strong, my friend. We all have lapses in our strength. There are highs and lows, and the lows are the hardest things to get through. Being sexually assaulted makes everything harder, but it doesn’t stay hard, it really doesn’t. You can’t let yourself think horrible things about yourself, because you ARE worthy, and you always have been. Don’t doubt yourself, don’t doubt your worth. Just for surviving the experience you’re an amazing woman. Understand? You survived a horrible thing, and you can’t let it destroy you. Stay a survivor! I think that it would help you a lot to try to talk to someone about it, like a counselor. Someone that you can see face to face and know that they understand. I know it’s hard, but you CAN do it, I promise. You’ll be okay, just hang in there. I can and will be here for every step of this. If you live in the US and need my number, send me an ask and I’ll gladly give it to you. Stay strong! I’ll always be here for you!

<3 Jesi

nefertiti-is-my-division:

its-tuesday-again:

sometimes i think i might be bi but then

i’d rather climb a mountain than go in a cave, you feel me

‘cause you can see everything on a mountain but you never know what’s lurking in a cave

are you implying that any given vagina may or may not contain a bear